I'm still new here. Still trying to figure out what I'm doing. Still just trying to survive. It feels like a popularity contest here, everyone with their friends, and looks. It's driving me crazy. All I'm trying to do is take some pictures of things I won't remember in 20 years. Things that I have now but might not have later. I'm trying to hold on to the little girl who's trying to escape. But I get squashed. Maxed out by the superiors. Those who know what they're doing. Who have found their little clique and know the ways of this place.

I'm talking about so much more then deviantART.com of course. I'm talking about life and my standings in it. I'm talking about how I'm aging so rapidly but am still so young. I need to go back to school.